Infinite Self-33 Steps to Reclaiming Your Inner Power by Stuart Wilde
I Am God
Truth be told, I am not feeling inspiration to write today. Hey, my first time to experience writer’s block! I wrote a draft on the ego, and I don’t love it. I think I may have to rethink the timeline of two weeks per chapter of this book. Chapter one, gave me inspiration for 1 week of writing. Maybe another chapter will give me 3 weeks. My next post will be on chapter 2.
I think I’m feeling a bit distracted, as I spent a good portion of the day sending my resume out. This is one of the processes that I would really like to get comfortable with….the unknown. I’m doing better at it than I used to. Whenever there was a turning point like this in my life before, I would panic. It would throw me into absolute fear and anxiety. I’ve worked on it & I don’t feel that way anymore, but my mind plays with peaking under the curtain, just to see if I’ll go there. It’s such an uncomfortable feeling just to entertain the thought of going to fear. I don’t know how I was in that state, and stayed there for so much of my time in the past. I know that fear is just an illusion. It’s fake, not real. It’s like when your a kid and you think there’s a monster in the closet, or under the bed, but nothing is really there. Nothing, “bad” has happened, and for all I know, this experience may lead to something even more wonderful for me.
Now, on to chapter 2!